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WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN

Somewhere, lost in the wind
I’m watching you
Sunlight touching your hair
And I remember
Somehow, we said that we would never stray
But somehow we lost our way
Promises too often spoken
Are easily broken apart

I’m ready this time
I know that I’m no longer undecided
Don’t wanna be
A fool wondering what might have been

Trace of forever lingering
Drawing me closer to you
A new beginning
Now I know
There is no doubt I understand
Just how fragile love can be
I can’t forget
Your mem’ry found me
Now I know where I belong

I’m ready this time
I know that I’m no longer undecided
Don’t wanna be a fool wondering
What might have been
Through every day, into the night
With only love to guide us
I’m ready to go, coz I’ve got to know
What might have been
Let the lovin’ decide, I can’t run, I can’t hide

I want you to know
My heart will show that I’m ready this time
I know that I’m no longer undecided
Don’t wanna be, a fool wondering what might have been
I’ve searched everywhere, and nothing compares
When we’ve got love to guide us
I’m ready to go, coz I wanna know what might have been
I’m wondering what might have been
We’re gonna find what might have been
Oh I wanna know what might have been

complicated…. it’s when you don’t know where to stand in a person’s lie; it’s when you’re hanging in a dead air and knowing you can be thrown off any time. it’s when  you’re like more  than friens but not really, and it’s like you’re lovers when it’s really otherwise. sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person at all but at the back of your mind, you’re thankful you have…

is too complicated… isn’t it????

i dont know, i really dont know wat to do! is so hard! im still inlove with you, im still looking forward for wats gonna happen for both of us. im giving you the space you want,and i hope your hapi with dat,its hard and its hurts, but i have to accept. i feel sorry coz im not being perfect with you, i feel sorry coz i dont know if i do make you proud. i love you and you know that, all i  want is you to accept me, for who really am i. i’am down and confused,and thinking of wats gonna happen, is this the end or a new beginning for both of us? i really really dont know. i always try and make to be the best for you,  but still its not enough for you. all i want is to make you hapi, but i dont know if i did it. i just hope your hapi ryt now. ive been missing you so much, and still,,,, ilove you

if sinceryity is about trust, then why others cheat??
if loyalty is a product of honesty, then why others lie??
if SACRIFICE leads to suffering,then why others still choose to do it??
if saying ” i love you” is romantic, then why others silently cry???
if kisses can ease the pain, then why others commit suicide??
if smile are so sweet, then why bitter tears still falling???
if true love can build up a relatinship, then why can’t it answers WHY’S????

im not a good lover…

I DON’T PLAY…
I GIVE MY ALL…

AND I LOVE DEEPLY…

sometimes loving could be so painful,

but it’s amazing to know that no matter how hard it is,

loving someone is still the  simpliest reason why you

find yourself smiling…..

sometimes i wanna cry out my long kept tears…

but im scared that no one will bother to show some care…

as long they see you smile they’ll assume that ur ok…. :’c

         love means trusting urself with someone who has seen you at your worst and loves you in anyway…it means teasing each other and laughing ay inside jokes nobody but only the two of you understands.. it means feeling safe enough to talk about anything ang having he patience to work out disagreement… it means counting on someone who sympathize when you had a bad day, worries about you when your gone too long…. and always welcomes you with open arms no matter what….